Yup, definitly depressing.
#1
Posted 03 February 2004 - 12:15 AM
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I don't get mad; I get stabby.
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
#2
Posted 03 February 2004 - 12:18 AM
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#3
Posted 03 February 2004 - 12:29 AM
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I'm happy to say that I have not experienced the death of someone close to me, and I doubt that there are a lot of things as painful as that.
Ditto.
The saddest memory that I have is my pet hamster dying quite a few years back (I'm going to say January 1996). Really fairly trivial I imagine, and even that didn't break me up too bad.
-Pufer
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#4
Posted 03 February 2004 - 01:28 AM
But don't let me rain on everyone else's parade.
[edit]At least, not until it's necessary...[/edit]
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Posted 03 February 2004 - 03:53 AM
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#6
Posted 03 February 2004 - 04:40 AM
I'm going to go eat a carton of chocolate icecream now.
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Posted 03 February 2004 - 01:06 PM
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#8
Posted 04 February 2004 - 12:00 AM
-glahti
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#9
Posted 04 February 2004 - 02:52 AM
In eigth grade a series of events occured. Prior to that I was always in semi control of my life, then, no matter what I did, I was helpless to change. Tossed on a worlwind of events that carried me into like 6 months of depression, and one of my teachers scared of me. Took so long to straten it all out.
My Grandma died of alzheimers. Before she did, we visited her a bunch. One time we took her out to lunch. She was completely helpless. It was all I could do to stop myself from crying then and there. (My grandma is the second most capable person(all around, whatever needs doing, she does) I have known. And to see her so, helpless and lost was just earthshaking for me)
The most capable was my Grandfather he died of cancer all up andf down his spine. I'm told that at the last all he could do was gasp out good byes and I love you's between screams of agony.
So that's three.
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#10
Posted 04 February 2004 - 02:12 PM
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When I was 9 my sister had an accident. I was there, she fell off of a 35 foot (10.6 meters). She landed on rocks, and broke every bone in her skull. She should have died. They neuro surgeon didn't operate on her, because there was no chance he could do anything. Too much damage, too much swelling. He gave her 10% chance to survive. She did though, with all the bones broke, her brain had room to swell, instead fo being crushed by her skull. I cried myself to sleep in her room for a week straight. My parents took leave of absence from work. It f*cked up my childhood pretty bad. I had to pretty much grow up then. I got reclusive from kids my age, I couldn't stand the immaturity. To this day I communicate better with older people. Anyways... She spent 3 months in a coma, and years recovering. She lives in a foster home now. A few months ago she collapsed and started having seizures. She's had them before, but this was full epileptic seizure, almost every 10 minutes. She was put in the neuro intensive care at Abbot northwestern in St. Paul. You have no idea what pain is, until you see someone you love lying on a hospital bed hooked up to a respirator, because they are too weak to breath. And they still try to raise their hand when they see you. It is terrible, like nothing else in the world. I have had close family members die, but that is nothing compared to that feeling of helplessness. Tell your family you love them every chance you get, and never leave mad at them. Sorry to ramble, it is usually hard for me to talk about. I learned to "be strong" about it, but typing it out is easier Thanks.
-glahti
I just watched my grandfather die. He didn't die in much agony, he just kinda got really sleepy, and had a large pain in his shoulder and chest. I will never know how much strength it took for you to deal with that trauma in you life Glahti. Thank you for sharing that story with us. God bless you and your family.
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It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
#11
Posted 04 February 2004 - 05:18 PM
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I have lost 3 grandparents, but no one closer to me. My first pet is still alive and young, and I've never known anyone who comitted suicide. I guess the worst thing that happened to me was the zambezi-ban that bad, bullying #ev3s tricked an op into setting on me. And I got more angry than sad. Ah, well, I'll get around that...
I just got one of those too. #ev3 was my life-blood, and now it's gone...
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#12
Posted 11 February 2004 - 11:32 PM
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thats got to be the saddest thing ive ever read/heard/seen. :'(
basicaly all the sad things in my life happened when I was to young to be really sad for a long time. So the saddest thing in my life is, so far, is my face.
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Posted 12 February 2004 - 02:24 PM
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thats got to be the saddest thing ive ever read/heard/seen. :'(
basicaly all the sad things in my life happened when I was to young to be really sad for a long time. So the saddest thing in my life is, so far, is my face.
you really shouldn't talk about yourself like that. Its just not cool to bring yourself down.
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I don't get mad; I get stabby.
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
#14
Posted 12 February 2004 - 03:51 PM
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you really shouldn't talk about yourself like that. Its just not cool to bring yourself down.
DUde! You started the topic!
Oh man... too much, too much.
Anyway, this topic is too... Depressing.
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#15
Posted 12 February 2004 - 05:26 PM
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#16
Posted 12 February 2004 - 08:24 PM
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you really shouldn't talk about yourself like that. Its just not cool to bring yourself down.
awwwww, but its so much fun.
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"Hmmmm, I wonder if I can turn into a cat *gets down on all fours* nope, to bad really."
--Me
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAerg
"Adventure. Heh. Excitement. Heh. A Jedi craves not these things"
#17
Posted 13 February 2004 - 12:24 AM
Dumples dumples dumples dumples dumples
(sorry fo the word use LOBF)
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#18
Posted 13 February 2004 - 07:24 AM
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Posted 13 February 2004 - 07:26 AM
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Oh, and Good Charlotte is a wart on the ass of music.
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Posted 13 February 2004 - 08:24 AM
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Oh, and Good Charlotte is a wart on the ass of music.
Perhaps, but I find their music inspiring - like "Bloody Valentine."
Heh. Just kidding.
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#21
Posted 13 February 2004 - 09:18 AM
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...kidding...
Darn tootin'.....
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#22
Posted 13 February 2004 - 08:27 PM
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haha
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"Hmmmm, I wonder if I can turn into a cat *gets down on all fours* nope, to bad really."
--Me
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAerg
"Adventure. Heh. Excitement. Heh. A Jedi craves not these things"
#23
Posted 13 February 2004 - 11:04 PM
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man, killing yourself sounds like so much fun. Especialy when you set your answering machine to say "I'm jumping off my balcony, please leave a message at the tone."
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haha
Have you been calling me up?
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"Bad Avatara."
-- from the topic closings of Sundered Angel, Official Lektorian and founder of SONAH.
#24
Posted 14 February 2004 - 02:19 PM
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man, killing yourself sounds like so much fun...
Riiiiiiiiight...
Course I won't be the one to stop ya...
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Posted 14 February 2004 - 02:48 PM
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<lotsofblackflags> what's so disturbing?
<Kanerix> Oh the random rapings and masturbatings